“As a ripe fruit has no other fear than to fall, so a man who is born has no other fear than death.” (Lord Rama, Valmiki Ramayana, Ayodhya Kand, 105.17)
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यथा फलानां पक्वानां नान्यत्र पतनाद्भयम्।
एवं नरस्य जातस्य नान्यत्र मरणाद्भयम्।।
yathā phalānāṃ pakvānāṃ nānyatra patanādbhayam।
evaṃ narasya jātasya nānyatra maraṇādbhayam।।
Friend1: Are you familiar with the concept of a midlife crisis?
Friend2: Yes.
Friend1: I think you always hear about that growing up but don’t really understand it until approaching the age.
Friend2: You mean you have to reach the midpoint of the average lifespan of a human being, experiencing the actual crisis, in order to properly understand it?
Friend1: You realize that you have reached the halfway point. You have lived so much of life already.
Friend2: Though there is no guaranteed future. As soon as a person takes birth, their destiny is death. Shri Rama compares the predicament to that of the ripened fruit. It has no other fate than to fall, and so the overarching fear for the mature human being is death.
Friend1: The crisis, as we will call it, makes total sense. At least to me, I understand why there is some concern over the future. You have lived for so long and there is something lacking. You might even be married with children, pulling in a steady and reliable income, and still feel a deep void.
Friend2: Whatever you have done so far is not enough.
Friend1: To make matters worse, time is running out. You have lived half your life already. Is that all there is? Shouldn’t there be more? Aren’t we meant to experience something better?
Friend2: This is reaching the fruition of the potential for intelligence in the human being.
Friend1: What do you mean?
Friend2: We separate ourselves from the animals when we pose such questions, when we make the higher inquiries. The animals never have any sort of crisis precisely because they cannot contemplate to such depths.
Friend1: They live off the animal instincts: eating, sleeping, mating and defending.
Friend2: The crisis, as you describe it, should take place from the time of birth. There should be a great awakening from the beginning.
Friend1: Okay, but that will rarely occur. A person hasn’t experienced enough of life to know that they need something more.
Friend2: But others have! They can explain everything to you. The teachers appearing before them also record and document their experiences. There is no reason to wander blindly.
Friend1: How will someone even be interested in such information at a young age? I don’t see that happening.
Friend2: The entire Vedic culture, in the proper implementation, is based on this premise. The human birth is the chance to escape suffering. It is the best opportunity to decipher the actual cause of suffering, which is repeated birth and death. I have the ability to know who I truly am, spirit soul, and work in such a way that my soul will be happy.
Friend1: That is a little deep for a child to contemplate.
Friend2: We find such inquiries made by Sanatana Gosvami in approaching Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. That is the ideal conversation between disciple and guru. The spiritual master should be able to guide me along such a path that I will no longer feel that time is running out. They will give me eternal life, both in terms of outlook and also the future.
Friend1: You mean the destination after death?
Friend2: How the soul continues to live on. Never was there a time that I did not exist, nor will I ever cease to be in the future.
न जायते म्रियते वा कदाचिन्
नायं भूत्वा भविता वा न भूयः
अजो नित्यः शाश्वतो ऽयं पुराणो
न हन्यते हन्यमाने शरीरेna jāyate mriyate vā kadācin
nāyaṁ bhūtvā bhavitā vā na bhūyaḥ
ajo nityaḥ śāśvato ‘yaṁ purāṇo
na hanyate hanyamāne śarīre“For the soul there is never birth nor death. Nor, having once been, does he ever cease to be. He is unborn, eternal, ever-existing, undying and primeval. He is not slain when the body is slain.” (Lord Krishna, Bhagavad-gita, 2.20)
Friend1: I guess it would be better to have the same crisis early on in life.
Friend2: In whatever time period I learn the truth, that I make the proper inquiries, at least I have gone in the right direction. It is never too late, as even at the moment of death I can make the proper turn towards the Supreme Personality of Godhead, as Ajamila did.
In Closing:
When even at death’s gate,
To turn never too late.
At midpoint halfway gone,
The lacking life to dwell upon.
Crisis in this way made,
That life soon over afraid.
But in sobriety inquiry make,
Advantage of intelligence take.
“The Lord is not directly concerned with the maintenance and sustenance of this material manifestation. Sometimes we see a picture of Atlas holding the globe on his shoulders; he seems to be very tired, holding this great earthly planet. Such an image should not be entertained in connection with Krishna's upholding this created universe. He says that although everything is resting on Him, still He is aloof.” (Shrila Prabhupada, Bhagavad-gita, 9.5 Purport)
The Sanskrit words “mat”, “mama”, and “aham” reference the personal. When I say to someone, “me” or “myself”, there is no ambiguity. The other person knows of whom I speak. They would never mistake my reference to be of a general energy or an identity-less entity.
Shri Krishna is the lone person responsible and capable for such an amazing feat. Bhagavad-gita is for connecting with Him, who is a person and not a concept. The proper pursuit aligns with our constitutional position as servant of the Almighty, as we are part and parcel of His amazing spiritual energy. Arjuna was in such a role, and He served through the great conflict known as the Bharata War. Our struggle is with the illusion of maya, which attacks in so many ways, including through bogus philosophies and conclusions presented erroneously in the name of Bhagavad-gita.
“The Lord says that everything is resting on Him. This should not be misunderstood. The Lord is not directly concerned with the maintenance and sustenance of this material manifestation. Sometimes we see a picture of Atlas holding the globe on his shoulders; he seems to be very tired, holding this great earthly planet. Such an image should not be entertained in connection with Krishna's upholding this created universe.” (Shrila Prabhupada, Bhagavad-gita, 9.5 Purport)
In fact, that was young Krishna’s first job, so to speak. The father, Nanda Maharaja, enlisted the help of his beloved son. The other children in the community were similarly engaged. Everyone would go out and take the calves to the pasturing grounds. If ever the animals should wander astray, Krishna would climb to the top of Govardhana Hill and play His flute. This music would capture everyone’s attention. It was a sound directly sourced in the spiritual world, which is known as Vaikuntha since it is free of anxieties.
Narayana lays down to rest in Vaikuntha. The three phases, each having their own past, present, and future, occur in synchronization with His breathing. Upon exhaling the many universes emerge, like bubbles floating in space. Upon inhaling everything goes back into Narayana, who is the source of men. The time in between could be billions of our human years, but to God it is nothing, as His timelines are in terms of eternity.
“The Blessed Lord said: My dear Arjuna, O son of Pritha, behold now My opulences, hundreds of thousands of varied divine forms, multicolored like the sea.” (Bhagavad-gita, 11.5)
The names are too many to count, and devotees take great pleasure in using them, remembering, and contemplating their meanings. Arjuna had no need for further proof, but for the benefit of the world he asked to see Krishna as the universal form. This is the complete everything. This is the extent to which man can understand.
Shri Krishna, the guru to Arjuna, checks every box. He is not lacking in anything, and so we know that He is the real God; the one and only. The granularity in definition is for our benefit, to save us from unwarranted doubt, and to help us accept the path of dharma for our greatest long-term wellbeing.
“The Blessed Lord said: My dear Arjuna, O son of Pritha, behold now My opulences, hundreds of thousands of varied divine forms, multicolored like the sea.” (Bhagavad-gita, 11.5)
Friend2: The frog in the well does not understand the outside world. If you try to explain to them the size of the Pacific Ocean, they will try to contemplate in terms of the well.
Friend2: This was visual confirmation for something he already knew. Arjuna made sure to reference authorities in his subsequent praise of Krishna. The viewpoint was shared by notable personalities like Vyasa and Narada. We will always have defects, as will others. The claim is that the Vedas are perfect, since they originate in the infallible one, Achyuta. We can test for ourselves through the processes and principles passed on by the acharya to see if there is truth.
“We may be very proud of our eyes, but we cannot even see our next-door neighbor. People challenge, ‘Can you show me God?’ But what can they see? What is the value of their eyes? God is not cheap. We cannot see anything, not to speak of God, without sunshine. Without sunlight we are blind. At night, we cannot see anything, and therefore we use electricity because the sun is not present.” (Shrila Prabhupada, Easy Journey To Other Planets, Ch 2)
As His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada explains, we cannot see anything without the sun. Even with artificial lighting during the nighttime, the strength and potency by comparison is laughable. The sun is infinitely more powerful than any light man could produce through electricity and the like.
Inquire submissively and the spiritual master will provide helpful hints. The speed of the progress depends on my willingness to follow the instruction, to be patient, and to understand who or what I am trying so desperately to see. I might even learn that there are other ways to connect with the Almighty, that sight is not everything:
“I am now unable to stand here any longer. I am forgetting myself, and my mind is reeling. I foresee only evil, O killer of the Keshi demon.” (Arjuna, Bhagavad-gita, 1.30)
Fortunately, Krishna, who is also known as Keshava, which means the killer of the Keshi demon, can assume the burden of the entire world. He literally did so when appearing in the incarnation of the boar, Varahadeva. He is the origin of the material and spiritual worlds, as He effortlessly creates, maintains and destroys through His expansion of Narayana.
Krishna empowers His representatives to similarly carry the burden of success for future generations. The acharya makes tremendous sacrifices for the benefit of others, many of whom they will never meet. Taking their example of accepting the burden seriously, I decide to stay steady on the path of dharma, never forgetting the love and affection that was shown to me: