“My dear Lord, I had a great desire that someday I might be able to see You personally. I think that my tendency to perform ritualistic and charitable activities, combined with this great desire to see You personally, has enabled me to retain the memory of who I was in my former life, even though I became a lizard.” (King Nriga, Krishna, The Supreme Personality of Godhead, Vol 2, Ch 9)
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Upon learning of the truth of reincarnation, as beautifully explained in the Bhagavad-gita by Shri Krishna, it is natural to wonder about past experiences.
“Where was I in a past life? How many of them were there exactly? I am assuming they all weren’t in the human species. Is this the first time in the human form for me? That would be something.”
To ponder the future next:
“Wait a second. What will happen moving forward? Will I be able to remember everything from this life? So many important principles. So many worthwhile experiences. What will become of my memory?”
The living entity is spirit soul [atma]. This is an important distinction to state because the tendency is to think in the opposite direction. My hand. My leg. My body. My family, my neighborhood, etc.
At the time of death, the atma carries forward. It actually never ceases to exist and neither is there a date of inception. This is the meaning to sanatana. Without beginning and without end.
Shri Krishna explains that the conceptions come along for the ride. They are part of the entourage in the spirit soul’s travels. This accounts for the variety in tendencies and abilities at the time of birth. One child learns to walk rather quickly, while another requires more practice. One person is adept at musical composition, while another excels at sports.
शरीरं यद् अवाप्नोति
यच् चाप्य् उत्क्रामतीश्वरः
गृहीत्वैतानि संयाति
वायुर् गन्धान् इवाशयात्śarīraṁ yad avāpnoti
yac cāpy utkrāmatīśvaraḥ
gṛhītvaitāni saṁyāti
vāyur gandhān ivāśayāt“The living entity in the material world carries his different conceptions of life from one body to another as the air carries aromas.” (Lord Krishna, Bhagavad-gita, 15.8)
The three aspects of the subtle body tag along with the spirit soul. These are mind, intelligence and ego. Still, seldom are the past experiences remembered. We see evidence based on our present witnessing capacity. We can’t remember everything from this lifetime, so how would the selectivity apply to past lives, if that memory were possible?
From consulting Vedic literature, we see that there are certain cases where a person remembers the past. There is always a high purpose served by this gift from nature known as jati-smara.
1. King Bharata as a deer
Previously a king, Bharata developed strong affection for a deer. The conception in the mind was fixed to the point that the future life was in the form of a deer, proving the truth presented in the Bhagavad-gita.
यं यं वापि स्मरन् भावं
त्यजत्य् अन्ते कलेवरम्
तं तम् एवैति कौन्तेय
सदा तद्-भाव-भावितःyaṁ yaṁ vāpi smaran bhāvaṁ
tyajaty ante kalevaram
taṁ tam evaiti kaunteya
sadā tad-bhāva-bhāvitaḥ“Whatever state of being one remembers when he quits his body, that state he will attain without fail.” (Lord Krishna, Bhagavad-gita, 8.6)
The memory was helpful since it reminded the individual of the proper focus in life. After retiring from working life, as an ascetic the proper focus should be on the needs of the soul. Attachment to the Almighty, which qualifies as liberation if maintained through the end of life.
2. The two sons of Kuvera as trees
They were in a high position. Sons to one of the important demigods managing the creation, Nalakuvara and Manigriva were one time so intoxicated that they failed to show proper respect to a visiting Narada Muni. Showing his mercy upon them, Narada declared a curse. The brothers would have to take birth as trees.
The punishment was proper, since they would now be free to remain naked for a long period of time. No intoxication required to remove the shame from the situation. They would remember the past transgression because of the future meeting with the Supreme Lord.
Shri Krishna knocked down those two trees as part of His Damodara-lila, which is glorified particularly in the month of Kartik in the annual Vedic calendar. The past mistake turned out to be a fortunate occurrence. It is not every day that a person meets Shri Krishna and gets to offer Him heartfelt prayers.
3. King Nriga as a lizard
This was an accident. The king had the right intentions. He was not trying to offend anyone. He accidentally got the property of brahmanas mixed up. A cow belonging to one was donated to another. The priestly figures were so angry that they cursed him.
Nriga was born as a lizard in the next life. Stuck in a well, he had the good fortune of meeting the Supreme Lord. Shri Krishna liberated him, and so the past mistake was actually a blessing.
From these incidents we see that there is a way to sort of time-travel. Not that we revisit a past situation in person, but we can change the nature of a mistake. What was once a regrettable incident turns into part of the successful journey of meeting life’s objective.
When to bhakti life taking,
Fixing past mistakes making.
Sometimes even to recall,
Like demigods in tree to fall.
Or Bharata appearing as deer,
Inspired for consciousness clear.
“To perform devotional service means to follow in the footsteps of Radharani, and devotees in Vrindavana put themselves under the care of Radharani in order to achieve perfection in their devotional service. In other words, devotional service is not an activity of the material world; it is directly under the control of Radharani.” (The Nectar of Devotion, Ch 1)
“Next to baby Krishna is a sleeping baby, of a fair complexion. I believe it is Shrimati
It is for this reason that in formal worship the Supreme Lord is not alone on the altar. The goddess of fortune is by His side. This is her preferred place, and to see them together is a blessing for the eyes. Occasions like Radhashtami, the birth anniversary of Vrishabhanu’s daughter, give time for further blissful reflection on the matter.
“Vedic knowledge is not a question of research. Our research work is imperfect because we are researching things with imperfect senses. We have to accept perfect knowledge which comes down, as is stated in Bhagavad-gita, by the parampara disciplic succession. We have to receive knowledge from the proper source in disciplic succession beginning with the supreme spiritual master, the Lord Himself, and handed down to a succession of spiritual masters.” (Shrila Prabhupada, Bhagavad-gita, Introduction)
“I was already prepared. I knew the material. Still, I couldn’t help but take a peek at the answers. I didn’t get caught. I did well on the exam. I feel bad, however. I wish I hadn’t indulged this particular desire. As they say, a guilty conscience needs no accuser.”
The recommendation is to connect with the parampara process. Tap into authorized knowledge descending from a chain of teachers. Not that blind faith is the only way. There is certainly sense interaction, but it is for experience instead of discovery. Rather than testing who is God and discerning spiritual life through analytical study, there is practical realization of the principles presented through dedicated practice.
“Vedic knowledge is not a question of research. Our research work is imperfect because we are researching things with imperfect senses. We have to accept perfect knowledge which comes down, as is stated in Bhagavad-gita, by the parampara disciplic succession. We have to receive knowledge from the proper source in disciplic succession beginning with the supreme spiritual master, the Lord Himself, and handed down to a succession of spiritual masters.” (Shrila Prabhupada, Bhagavad-gita, Introduction)
Friend1: The idea is to consult Vedic authority. The parampara system. Learn about God from someone who knows. They know because they similarly heard from someone who was realized. Ascend the chain and you eventually reach Bhagavan.
Friend2: These are good questions. Think of it like the difference between body and spirit. We are spirit soul, atma. We are not the body, which is maya. It is the material energy, and we are originally part of the spiritual energy.
“The Supreme Personality of Godhead said: My dear Prahlada, O most pure, O great saintly person, your father has been purified, along with twenty-one forefathers in your family. Because you were born in this family, the entire dynasty has been purified.” (
“With this experience, it was as if the announcement never happened. Everyone rushed towards the gate. I was at the front already and these other people tried to cut ahead of me. I noticed similar behavior at restaurants, when ordering at the counter. I was thinking to myself that if the same should happen back home, it could lead to a physical altercation.”
That lust is conquered through the shelter of the Divine, who is always willing to forgive, in the same way as the saints who represent Him, like Prahlada Maharaja.
“My dear Krishna, Your Lordship has protected us from a poisoned cake, from a great fire, from cannibals, from the vicious assembly, from sufferings during our exile in the forest and from the battle where great generals fought. And now You have saved us from the weapon of Ashvatthama.” (Queen Kunti, Shrimad Bhagavatam, 1.8.24)
Friend1: It was because she called out to Govinda for help. He is the well-wisher of the devotees, though He stands in a neutral position at first:
Friend1: And that coin wasn’t really behind my ear the entire time.
“My Lord, who are never conquered by anyone, I am certainly not afraid of Your ferocious mouth and tongue, Your eyes bright like the sun or Your frowning eyebrows. I do not fear Your sharp, pinching teeth, Your garland of intestines, Your mane soaked with blood, or Your high, wedgelike ears. Nor do I fear Your tumultuous roaring, which makes elephants flee to distant places, or Your nails, which are meant to kill Your enemies.” (Prahlada Maharaja,
Hiranyakashipu should have been afraid of maya, but he wasn’t. He should have respected Prahlada, but he didn’t. He should have changed his ways, as advised by the son, but he had no plans to. Instead, he had to face the most fearful image while quitting the body. Yet that image was auspicious for everyone involved, and it continues to be for those who meditate on it today.